the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Monday, June 22, 2009
yeah, it's been one hell of a crazy weekend.
yeah, it's been one hell of a crazy weekend. saturday:i think my pw groupmates and i were once more reminded of the fragility of life - sam had to cut short his trip to malaysia because his grandad was about to pass on.. i have no idea how he's coping now; it's really hard to tell, but we're all hoping he's alright. [shin says he didn't reply her message, and he only went 'oh okaz..' to mine, so ><] i highly doubt sam knows of the existence of this little space here, but if somehow you do and you're reading this now, just remember that shin and i will [and have been] praying for you, so be strong, and God bless(:it's kinda hard to imagine that all we have now is but transient, and that they may be taken away from us any time.. is that why people take things for granted always? i'm trying not to. sunday:haha safra championships = epic. shan't say more already, except that i realised how important it is for your sight to be tuned well enough such that your aim will be true. and how important endurance and strength is; a 37point drop between the two rounds is kinda inexcusable. and i guess i should just be happy, cuz to be shooting better than normal at your first competition is impressive enough, apparently. and hehh somehow my bow's poundage scares people; still remember mildred [the girl who shot besides me] going 'omg YOU'RE DRAWING 32 POUNDS?! my bow's only 25 pounds, and i've been shooting for longer and you're so much smaller than i am! O:' well whatever la haha i'm just glad i didn't screw up as badly as i did during training, and that i finally got my 3-digit score for both rounds. yayy.what happened after comp was a different matter, though; but i'm not saying any more about it. it just puts me in a really bad mood. let's just say that no one likes to be unappreciated.--------and we all say that we'll learn to appreciate everything we have before they're all taken away and gone forever, but do we really? i'll try to; still am. it's just getting increasingly difficult when the people around you don't appreciate you for who you are, and you get upset with them all the time for that. 7:41 pm
Saturday, June 13, 2009
只为了你动笔
只为了你动笔也只允许你阅(:无瑕的不完美-
果真是光阴似箭；不知不觉地，已过了一个季节
是充满了风霜、饱经了雷雨
但最令人难以忘怀的还是那艳丽的日出
是每一次雨过天晴轻轻划出的彩虹
是每一次下过雪留下那完美、精巧的雪花
我们选择的这一条路也许起初不好走
它陡、它不平、到处时时刻刻拐弯
也许有时看不见未来的柔光
但是绝不能忘
紧紧的相拥激起的火花
要记得
重新点燃心中的烈火
就再也不怕外头有多黑、多暗
因为没了星光无所谓
凭着心光已足够
手相牵探着路
一定会走出浓林越过山岭
再让我们相倚迎朝阳 11:23 pm
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
i don't know how things always spiral so horridly out of controli never figured out how, no matter how hard i try to make things work, they fall apart anywayi don't know how all this will work out, but if i really had toi wouldn't mind even dying just to give everyone what they wantafter all, one person doesn't count much when everyone else is happy, isn't itit's truethink about itit doesn't matter what i have to give up for everything alreadytake anything you wanttell me anything you want me to doi'll give it anywaywhat i think doesn't count anymore, neither does what i feeland if you're still not happy, then say sobecause nothing matters more than that you're happyit doesn't even matter what i have to give to get that, not any moreyeah, someone could just kill me now, if that would make everything better.i'd gladly goi'd let go too, if that's what you want; if you ever decide that. even if it will kill menot like it doesn't feel like i've lost everything already.. 7:54 pm
Sunday, June 07, 2009
of giving and taking;
of giving and taking;i don't even know if this is right.i just think there's nothing wrong with giving as much as you can, and maybe even sacrificing a little along the way, for other people. it's just the way i think.see, i'm happy when others are happy. i give as much as i can to make them happy, and in the process we're all satisfied. yes, even if it's an unreasonable request. even if i have to give until i can't take it anymore, i'll still try and take a step back myself before i ask anyone else to back off. and even then, i'll do it nicely too.yeah, go on. tell me i belong in a fantasy; i'm so idealistic, aren't i. weird to you it may be, but that's the way i function. unfortunately, perhaps. some self-sacrifice, and giving up a little, just to make the world a nicer place. though sometimes it's not worth the while, but that's no reason to stop. like how you don't stop loving with all your heart and soul no matter how much you've fallen and been hurt before. it's just like flowers; blooming so they'll brighten up our world and add a touch of colour in our lives, even though they'll simply wilt sooner or later, and fade out of existence and memory. if plants could feel i suppose they'd be happy knowing how many smiles their flowers have brought about, anyway, even if flowers are but short-lived.but maybe it'll always be stupid to you, hmm. 12:29 am
Monday, June 22, 2009
yeah, it's been one hell of a crazy weekend. yeah, it's been one hell of a crazy weekend. saturday:i think my pw groupmates and i were once more reminded of the fragility of life - sam had to cut short his trip to malaysia because his grandad was about to pass on.. i have no idea how he's coping now; it's really hard to tell, but we're all hoping he's alright. [shin says he didn't reply her message, and he only went 'oh okaz..' to mine, so ><] i highly doubt sam knows of the existence of this little space here, but if somehow you do and you're reading this now, just remember that shin and i will [and have been] praying for you, so be strong, and God bless(:it's kinda hard to imagine that all we have now is but transient, and that they may be taken away from us any time.. is that why people take things for granted always? i'm trying not to. sunday:haha safra championships = epic. shan't say more already, except that i realised how important it is for your sight to be tuned well enough such that your aim will be true. and how important endurance and strength is; a 37point drop between the two rounds is kinda inexcusable. and i guess i should just be happy, cuz to be shooting better than normal at your first competition is impressive enough, apparently. and hehh somehow my bow's poundage scares people; still remember mildred [the girl who shot besides me] going 'omg YOU'RE DRAWING 32 POUNDS?! my bow's only 25 pounds, and i've been shooting for longer and you're so much smaller than i am! O:' well whatever la haha i'm just glad i didn't screw up as badly as i did during training, and that i finally got my 3-digit score for both rounds. yayy.what happened after comp was a different matter, though; but i'm not saying any more about it. it just puts me in a really bad mood. let's just say that no one likes to be unappreciated.--------and we all say that we'll learn to appreciate everything we have before they're all taken away and gone forever, but do we really? i'll try to; still am. it's just getting increasingly difficult when the people around you don't appreciate you for who you are, and you get upset with them all the time for that.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
只为了你动笔 只为了你动笔也只允许你阅(:无瑕的不完美-
果真是光阴似箭；不知不觉地，已过了一个季节
是充满了风霜、饱经了雷雨
但最令人难以忘怀的还是那艳丽的日出
是每一次雨过天晴轻轻划出的彩虹
是每一次下过雪留下那完美、精巧的雪花
我们选择的这一条路也许起初不好走
它陡、它不平、到处时时刻刻拐弯
也许有时看不见未来的柔光
但是绝不能忘
紧紧的相拥激起的火花
要记得
重新点燃心中的烈火
就再也不怕外头有多黑、多暗
因为没了星光无所谓
凭着心光已足够
手相牵探着路
一定会走出浓林越过山岭
再让我们相倚迎朝阳
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
i don't know how things always spiral so horridly out of controli never figured out how, no matter how hard i try to make things work, they fall apart anywayi don't know how all this will work out, but if i really had toi wouldn't mind even dying just to give everyone what they wantafter all, one person doesn't count much when everyone else is happy, isn't itit's truethink about itit doesn't matter what i have to give up for everything alreadytake anything you wanttell me anything you want me to doi'll give it anywaywhat i think doesn't count anymore, neither does what i feeland if you're still not happy, then say sobecause nothing matters more than that you're happyit doesn't even matter what i have to give to get that, not any moreyeah, someone could just kill me now, if that would make everything better.i'd gladly goi'd let go too, if that's what you want; if you ever decide that. even if it will kill menot like it doesn't feel like i've lost everything already..
Sunday, June 07, 2009
of giving and taking; of giving and taking;i don't even know if this is right.i just think there's nothing wrong with giving as much as you can, and maybe even sacrificing a little along the way, for other people. it's just the way i think.see, i'm happy when others are happy. i give as much as i can to make them happy, and in the process we're all satisfied. yes, even if it's an unreasonable request. even if i have to give until i can't take it anymore, i'll still try and take a step back myself before i ask anyone else to back off. and even then, i'll do it nicely too.yeah, go on. tell me i belong in a fantasy; i'm so idealistic, aren't i. weird to you it may be, but that's the way i function. unfortunately, perhaps. some self-sacrifice, and giving up a little, just to make the world a nicer place. though sometimes it's not worth the while, but that's no reason to stop. like how you don't stop loving with all your heart and soul no matter how much you've fallen and been hurt before. it's just like flowers; blooming so they'll brighten up our world and add a touch of colour in our lives, even though they'll simply wilt sooner or later, and fade out of existence and memory. if plants could feel i suppose they'd be happy knowing how many smiles their flowers have brought about, anyway, even if flowers are but short-lived.but maybe it'll always be stupid to you, hmm.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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